Sparse research and inner search to the bottom of the soul. Doubt and preservation of the most obscure secrets of art. Admiration for the past but also vision for the future. Attraction for knowledge and quiet depiction of those who suffered it. Anxiety of the absolute and the assumption of the measure. Illustration of homosexual love, turning to itself, deeper into mysticism, the experience of exclusion and then the silence ... Features that brought together the personality of Tsarouchis until the end of his life. These are the reasons we need him today: his genius, his anxiety, his sufferings.